In The Beginning.....

Hi, This first post will be about me and my struggle with acne.  Wow, that sounds lame. I feel like I am out in the wilderness writing in my diary and wondering if anybody will find it...  Yep, to many movies.    Anyway,  I never really had acne until my teens and it was not bad until a few years later and I woke up with a strange pain on one side of my face, like a bee sting. But, when I looked in the mirror and felt it it was flat and red not a real problem. Well the next day I woke up and in a matter of hours I had a face full of cysts! big purple hard ones soft blister ones it was scary! I had never seen or felt anything like it. And I hoped to God I never would see another pimple. But it was not to be, and so it began. (Insert sad dramatic music here)   I started going to different dermatologists and I an sure everyone has there own horror story and mine is no different. I have had some come out and say they dont know or there is nothing to help that and the classic ''Try this!''  I have tried about five different antibiotics,probiotics every form of benzol peroxide, retin A, Aczone, countless herbs vitamins, masks, lotions, oils, foams etc. and also gadgets blue light, red light, zeno, clairasonic, wave, steam, heat, cold  and it goes on and on and on streetlight people....Dont stop believin..... Oops, I have to pick up my train of thought again! ;)   I not saying that some of these things are not really good its just it has not cured it for me. And it has been trial and error on how to use these products for which acne.I have also struggled with the scars, red marks that take years to fade, scabs, holes, dips which thank goodness have gone back together better then I thought. But I have come across some good products and techniques to help but , I have probably rambled enough for this post!    I will try not to make these posts TO long and will make a new post for every new topic. like makeup, my best product picks,  scaring , etc.